পাৰাপাৰ 2

পাৰাপাৰ 2

দ্ৱিতীয় খণ্ড 

...সি মোৰ চোলাত আহি খামুছি ধৰিচিল দাদা। মোৰ..হুক... মোৰ চকুৰ সন্মুখত তাক তিনিতা গুলি মাৰি সিঁহতে এইজনিক মাৰিব আহিছিল। মই এইজনিক ধৰি লৈ কেনেবাকৈ পলালো। ম....ই। আৰ্ৰে ধৰ ইয়াক (মই ছোৱালীজনীক উদ্দেশ্যে কলো)। অন্তৰিপে দৰ্জাখনৰ কাষতে চকু তেলেকাই তাত ধৰফৰাই থাকিল। 

   দাদা কত গল আপুনি? দাদা ক'ত...(নিশব্দ)। জোনাকী পৰুৱাৰ তিৰবিৰ পোহৰ আৰু উইচিৰিঙাৰ চিক-চিক শব্দই যেন শব্দহীনতাক ভেদী নিৰ্বিশেষে  তিক-তিক বাজি থকা ঘৰীতোক বাকৰুদ্ধ হ'বলৈ আজি মজবুৰ কৰিছে। বিহুৰ বতৰত অবতৰীয়া খবৰে খহুৱা কৰা আকাশখনেও যেন আজি ভেম জুৰিছে। দৌৰি আহি ঘৰত দেখিলোঁ অন্তৰিপ এতিয়া সুস্থ। মোৰ বোধ হয় সি দুই,তিনি দিন ধৰি একো খাবলৈ পোৱা নাই। তই থিকে আছ'? মই তাক সুধিলো। ছোৱালীজনীৰ নাম চন্দ্ৰপ্ৰভা। জোনৰ নিচিনা চেঁচা আৰু শান্ত। অন্তৰিপ হতৰ ওচৰৰে প্ৰদিপ দাৰ ভনিয়েক। তই অলপ শান্ত হ। কি খাবি ক'? পানী খাবি? এতিয়া ক'চোন কি হ'ল?  

   ..মন্ত্ৰীৰ লৰাৰ লগত জেং লাগিব লগিয়া কি আছিল ক'চোন। প্ৰদীপ দাৰ মৃতদেহটো তাত টুকুৰা টুকুৰ কৰি শিয়াল, কুকুৰৰ কাৰনে ওচৰৰ বিলৰ পাৰত পেলাই দিছে সিহতে। তাৰ এই ত্যাগ মই অথলে যাব নিদিওঁ। অন্তৰিপ এ জোৰকৈ পিষ্টলতো খামুচি ওলাই গ'ল। মই তাক ৰখাব দৰ্জাখনৰ বাহিৰ ওলৱা লগে লগে কোনোবাই পিছফালৰৰ পৰা মোৰ মূৰত হাতুৰীৰে কোবালে।  

     ... তুমি? অ...ন্ত...ৰিপ বচা। 

To be continued (Part 3 Coming Soon)... 

B O R D E R 

PART 2 

...I was afraid you know. He came to me all of a sudden and gradually fell on me, grasped my shirt to stand still. They shot him in front of me, three times. Can you believe that? He was dead when i moved my fingers to and fro his nose just to check his breathe. I was confirmed that now we both had to face the same fate but i pushed them and ran away with her. 

   Don't let him fall on the ground, i told the girl with whom Ontorip came into my room. Ontorip was weak i think, probably he didn't had anything to eat from two-three days. He gradationally fell on the ground desatting and his eyes rolled up suchlike he's about to die. 

   Dada, where did you go? Time stood frozen and you can seriously hear the silence, of the night with buzzing sound of cricket and gloomy fireflies rippled, made tempo of the clock speechless. One cannot accept this unprecedented news during Bihu. After all Bihu brings happiness and prosperity in and around everywhere. Reaching home, I can finally see Ontorip is doing better now. He looked at me and asked can i get a glass of water please? He slowly moved his arm and placed it in his abdomen and with a shaky voice he started his side of the story. She's Chandraprabha (He pointed his finger at her). Do you remember our neighbour Pradeep? ( I shook my head up and down). She's Pradeep's sister. 

     ..a Dissension? How did that happened? They Cut his body to pieces and threw his body parts near levee. As he concluded his sentence he stood up furiously and shouted, I shouldn't have let that happen but I'll avenge his death. He fiercely hold the gun and walked out of my room with burning vengeance in his eyes. I was about to stop him, as i walked outside my room somebody from behind hit me with a hammer with a brute force on my head. I capsized like a boat on the floor, looked up. 

   Oh, why? It's you. Ontorip H...e...l...p! 

To be Continued (Part 3 Coming Soon).. 

- Kumar Krishna Sarma

°বেশ্যা•

°বেশ্যা•

ঐ সময় একপল ৰৈ যা।
তাইৰ শব্দই বিভীষিকা কৰা দেৱাল কেইখন ভাঙি যা।
মছি দে তাইৰ অলাগতীয়াল ওষ্ঠৰঞ্জনী।
অলিন্দত সৰি যোৱা ফুলৰ পাহিবোৰ তাই বুটলি ফুৰে আজি।
সহিব লাগিব তাই আজীৱন যন্ত্ৰনা।
কোনে বুজিব তাইৰ জীৱনৰ বাসনা।
তুমি, মই, আমি, সানি দিছোঁ কেৱল যাতনা।
প্ৰেক্ষাপট তোমাৰ, কি বক্তব্য দিবা তুমি?
অসৰহ তেজৰ দাগ লগা কালিকা ৰাতিবোৰ কিদৰে জুখিবা তুমি?
তাই ইচ্ছাকৃতভাৱে যোৱা নাই।
তাইৰ ওপৰত ভাৰ; সমাজৰ ভাৰ, পৰিয়ালৰ ধাৰ।
নিঃশব্দে বাঙ্ময়ৰ চিৎকাৰ।
সেই ভাৰবোৰে তাৰতম্য কৰিলে তাইৰ শৈশৱৰ মৰমিয়াল স্মৃতিবোৰ।
আমি নাজানো তাইৰ উখহা নদীখনৰ ধাৰ।
ইফালৰ পৰা সিফাললৈ আমি কেৱল চিঞৰিছোঁ, ঐ চা,তাই এজনী বেশ্যা।

- কুমাৰ কৃষ্ণ শৰ্মা।


PS- Some words to keep in mind

*ওষ্ঠৰঞ্জনী- Lipstick
*অলিন্দ- Veranda
*বিভীষিকা- Terror
*বাঙ্ময়- Something that can be expressed with words
*চিৎকাৰ- Holler
*তাৰতম্য- Fluctuation
*উখহা- Dissident

•পাৰাপাৰ•

•পাৰাপাৰ•

প্ৰথম খণ্ড

সংগম,সংগ্ৰাম,সংযম, শব্দবোৰ শুনিবলে একেই কিন্তু ইয়াৰ পৰিকল্পনা,পৰিসীমা, অৰ্থ ভিন্ন হয়। পাৰাপাৰ; ই এক বাস্তৱ ঘটনা নহয় যদিও ইয়াৰ আৰৰ ক্ৰিয়া বোৰ বৰ আপত্তি জনক। আশা কৰিলো আপোনালোকে এই ভেট টি শলাগি লব।
....মই, মই কোন তই চিনি পাইছনে? গুৰুম কৈ গুলি বুকু ভেদি গল। তেজৰে ধৰফৰাই থকা এটি নিস্পাপ দেহ মাটিৰ লগত মসৃন হবলৈ এটি মুহু্ৰ্ত নালাগিল। ২০০৯ চনৰ অক্টোবৰ মাহৰ ফেচবুকৰ সেই দিন তোলে মনত পৰি গল। সংগম আৰু সংগ্ৰামৰ আৰৰ চানেকি সাতুৰি যোৱা যাযাবৰ ভাস্য় বোৰে বৰকৈ আমনি কৰে অন্তৰিপক। অন্তৰিপ এজন সুথাম ডেকা। বাল্য় কালতে মাক-দেউতাকক হেৰুৱাই ঘাট মাউৰা হোৱা ডেকাতিৰ জীৱনতো যেন এক আধা লিখা দস্তাবেজ। ফেচবুকৰ চিনাকি মোৰ। 
...১২ জুনৰ সন্ধিয়াৰ ঠিক ৫ বাজি ৩০ মিনিট। হঠাত ফোনতো বাৰে বাৰে বাজিব লৈছে। ফোনতোৰ সিপুৰিৰ কথাখিনি বৰ দুখ লাগিচিল শুনি। কাল ভৈৰৱৰ অপাৰ মহিমা। ছোৱালি জনিৰ হাতত ধৰি সি সোমাই আহিল মোৰ কোঠালীতোত। তেজেৰে ৰাঙলি হাত লৈ সি কিবা ক'ব খুজিচে মোক কিন্তু কবলে যেন তাৰ জিভা নাই, যেন সি এটা মূকবধিৰ। পানী..., পানী...., অলপ পামনে দাদা? সম্ভব তাৰ সেই আধা ভঙা মাতেৰে সি মোক কৱ খুজিছিল হেল্প কৰক মোক। মোক বচাওক মোৰ অবাস্তৱ ভবিষ্যতৰ পৰা। ফিল্মি কাহানীৰ দৰে সিদিনা মোৰ জীৱন তোৱে এক ইউ-টাৰ্ন মাৰি তাত থমকি ৰল।

To be continued....(Part 2 coming soon)



B O R D E R (PARA-PAAR as in Assamese)

PART 1

Coition, Struggle, restraint, these three words feels very similar to sound in Assamese but the meaning of all the above three words varies with every particular word mentioned above. Border(PARA-PAAR) is fictitious, self made creation of mine but the various instances are very confusing and suspenseful. (I hope you guys will love it as this is my first attempt to write a story; so without wasting your time; which i already did begin the story. Sorry if you dont find it worth reading..)

...Do you know who am i? A sudden sound of bullet thudded against the wind. It cursed right through the  chest of the other person and he fell thumping on the ground like a big stone fell from the top of a hill. His warm body was desatting and turning cold with every loosing bit of blood. He was so furious that he didn't even thought twice to shoot the person standing in front of him. It was October 2009 when i got to know the person about whom I'm annotating right now. Ontorip ( an island like formation occurs in between the river) is an orphan. He lost his parents when he was just a child. His life is like a half written diary covered in dust. 
       12 June, it was 5:30 in the evening, phone on the other side was ringing continuously. A very disoriented thought provoked my intestine, my gut was telling that something was going to happen and it's bad, very bad. As expected, every single word rigorously wriggled through my oesophagus and it was really hard to digest that conversation. Within a flash a girl and a boy entered my little room. I looked back and Ontorip who was holding the hand of a girl with him and he was trying to convey his regards. Regards to express his sympathy for his own life, his cowardly decision and the upcoming outcome in the near future. His hands were bloody. They were covered in dry blood. Water.., can i get a glass of water please? He wanted to ask me but he was communicating with his eyes like if he was dumb and my life took an U-turn and it stopped right there like the time frozen forever.

To be continued...(Part 2 coming soon)


-KUMAR KRISHNA SARMA

A WAR IS COMING

A WAR IS COMING

Diplomats, an underdog, a curse or a boon? Religions, people, their views, their executions and the result is always forbidden. Not everything is free for everyone, not everything can be bought by money, even a hungry stomach needs a soul, someone's life to fulfil the hunger. A war is coming is based on various war events happening round the world. War, a three letter word which depicts the calamity and depression of a healthy person on his or her own species.
There are three stages of war. Firstly, politics. The kingmaker and their theories of pseudo contribution which we can't see with our bare eyes. Secondly, the mentality of our own keen. And Thirdly, the agenda. 
    Water, an important resource in this cosmos is depleting because of us. What we do? We can mock and tease each other on social media. Anybody have any idea how we'll survive till 2050. The main reason of war is water, all the other nuclear, astronomical, futuristic weapons are just illusions to hide the main motto of occupying the mass of water, atleast drinkable. 
     Floods are occuring everywhere now and then and it is not due to deforestation only, the smokes from the power plants, photochemical smogs and plastics are the reason behind all this natural catastrophes.
    Now nobody cares about it. You think scientists are working on these problems. Everytime science fails a new disease evolves and wipe out half a million population of a country without mercy. 
     A war not only can be fight with guns and  bullets but a war can also sometimes becomes a mind game. Diplomats play it, we suffer, a whole lot of people suffer. Perhaps it's too late for us to understand the underestimated circustances coming or upcoming to us. Save it till the next morning. Be wise, choose wiser.

- Kumar Krishna Sarma

*I INTENTIONALLY DID IT*

*I INTENTIONALLY DID IT* 

"सारे जहाँ से अच्छा हिन्दोस्तां हमारा 

हम बुलबुलें हैं इसकी ये गुलिस्तां हमारा" ... 

And so on. It goes on. Happy Independence day to all the Indian Jawans (who always fight for us), to all the officials and to the people of this wondrous Nation. Remember those days when DD National was the only channel available on our TV and there was nothing to see or listen to, yet we check the channel twice and some war related movies broadcasted in every independence day. But those were the days. Less show-offs, less trauma, less, less, less demands because things are not that much available in our market. Now coming to all the people of our nation, everybody has a bike or two bikes and then car and somebody might have a jet, who knows? Drive fast or slow that is up to you but please DON'T DISPOSE NATIONAL FLAGS ON STREET AFTER 15 AUGUST. It is our national flag. If you don't respect it, then don't buy it but don't dispose it in sewage, dustbin, streets or wherever you occasionally dump your muck. There are many videos on this topic but you guys see it, even understand it but never follow the rules to keep your city clean or it looks like a great abuse to oneself. Independence day is not just for one day, if you are a true Indian then independence day is everyday for us. This auspicious day didn't came with some easy signature on a bond or someone decorated the whole country in a plate and served you in a tray with a glass of water. This is the day for which many soul rested in peace, they fought for their keen; means us, for the country and for the development. Instead of throwing the flags on street or in a junkyard one can save them. Yes, save them in a box or in a cupboard so that even after 20 long years you can pull them out from nowhere and show them to your parents, your kids, your friends etc. This will definitely make some change. Change is not something you buy and modify. Change is you. Be the change and spread this message like a red alert. Regards. 

JAI HIND. JAI BHARAT. 

-Kumar Krishna Sarma

SHOW-OFFs

*SHOW-OFFs*

Show-off; a seven letter word with variety of meanings can be extracted from it. Today, in this outrageous 21st century I'm a Jita Jagtaa example of show-off. Now pulling off the cards and going back in time is necessary again. I know it sounds boring at times like for every poem or article or a paragraphs i use optimistic views of mine but the gravity or the pull can be proved by using all the positive negative, the plus minus thing we did in our lives but we did it correctly and nicely. Now the base of writing this topic is only to start a trend or set an example for our society. Cigarette, an addiction, a pleasure, a death penalty castrated by our society and tends from one generation to another. People learn from their seniors to take mirth in this death degrees. Small children to kids of a higher secondary school to girls everybody are infected, affected by all this demands.
      Daytime, 16th of august kids or one can say upcoming adults, were smoking cigarettes in front of me near Dispur, Supermarket. I was astonished to see them doing the wrong yet i can't say anything to them cause my mind and soul was very much sure that it won't fix things, it'll probably heat up the argument. I was very unsatisfied by our rules and livelihood. What are we giving? What are we teaching? Is this the way  we say we look cool or we just want to look cool in social media. We were never cool. I mean we do think we look outstanding or we do some marvelous things everyday but i know or deep down in you also know that we are wrong in every aspects of life, the seconds, the moments which once were spellbound. Addiction feels amazing but it rigorously affect the family and the loved once. We are feasible to show-offs and it's trending virtually. Now people has no limitation over money, food they waste, limited love towards their own keen, broken rules and broken relations. Money has no weight now adays. They are just some thin slice of papers and some metal junks. Food we eat doesn't lower our hunger. We find pleasure in wasting food, love to waste a huge sum of money on food but we find helpless to help someone in need. And in those palpilated show-offs we eventually take shelter in liquor shops. Killing someone is very enthusiastic now and recording those moments makes you invincible. For me society and the rules are equal for everybody. We need to help everyone cause we are human. For that we need to behave like human first and act like human. Show-off doesn't lets you bind to good things happen everyday but it'll definitely lead you to some dark paths which looks greenery but at the end you'll find out that those coal you collected can't give you diamonds.

-Kumar Krishna Sarma

*Show-off- Bad things we inherit from our surroundings.

P.S.- This article might look funnier comparing with other articles.

DOWRY

DOWRY 

....and he walked away. She was running behind him and shouting his name loudly, crying her heart out and turn her back and started walking back to home.  

    This is our country. A versatile country with top notch knowledge fond people exists here. We eat, digest, poop knowledge on a daily basis. This is our nature. This is a good nature but modifying a great quote for the time being we get the following lines; 'with great knowledge comes a great personality and power'. If the personality and power gets mashed together than most probably the birth of dowry occurs. Dowry a man made tradition, a virtual happiness, a disgusting truth we face till date. Hence i personally feel that whatever knowledge or personality you gain over the year it gets smothered eventually. Our country is diverse. Diverse with religion, ethnicity, faded cultures yet we follow western tradition. A dowry is a process of narrow mentality a person performs on the virtue of acts performed by the elders of same family. But isn't it a crime? Do you think taking something or demanding a big amount suits your that blackberry suit you're wearing? The plethora to mock or tease and to start an argument is nostalgic. It is not wrong with any of my words. Indeed it is nostalgic because it is been performed by our elders from the time of independence and we're still hanging onto it. I'm not being feminist here. A wrong is wrong, whether you accept it or someone from your group come out and take a lesson out of you, just to make you understand the depth. A girl is a goddess, becomes a mother , someone's sister, a lover and so on. You can't count on their random nature and cohesiveness with us, meaning the man's out there. Taking dowry and showing your subtleness in front of everyone will just sell you and your inner self to that of the girls family. Everyone wishes for the stars but no one have that audacity to go and get the stars, this process should stop. Stop to make our nation stand still, should stop for our future generation, stop to make an impact on society, should stop with you. If you're reading this article than you're a mature guy, please don't let someone's family to suffer for you. Walk freely, earn a little and spending all your earning to a beggar will just make you a fool. Stop dowry and let you be the change. Many girls die or thrown out of the family for money or the high class demands made by some of our youth or their families. It is wrong. We can't be happy even though we have crores of rupees yet we ask for more. More money, more demands. But on the contrary earning less will also make your inner you sour. The real happiness or love can only be seen when someone breathing his or her last breath. When every body cries and offers the respect of love. Money can't buy Respect or love. Hence please try to make yourself happy first and walk toe to toe with your family and find some love on the way. 

-KUMAR KRISHNA SARMA